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bye guys lol
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um hi idk if anyone actually cares but im bored and I got my old laptop back after like three years so yeh that's cool and all.
basically tho bros im probs not coming back,, ever.
like I said not that anyone actually gives a fuck but ive been saying I would come back for god knows how long and yeh that just aint happening
got a shit ton of things going on in my life I haven't drawn in over a year bc cba
got a job to handle, school work, applying for colleges, boys to deal with etc.
just don't have time for art anymore.
might be going into fashion design if I can in college tho so wish me luck.
anyways I just wanted to like let yall know n shit
if anyone of you actually still care about my existence, no im not dead, you can reach me on my insta and that's about it
its @olivia.allxn
im always active and I look well fit now honestly I had a major glow up.
basically tho bros im probs not coming back,, ever.
like I said not that anyone actually gives a fuck but ive been saying I would come back for god knows how long and yeh that just aint happening
got a shit ton of things going on in my life I haven't drawn in over a year bc cba
got a job to handle, school work, applying for colleges, boys to deal with etc.
just don't have time for art anymore.
might be going into fashion design if I can in college tho so wish me luck.
anyways I just wanted to like let yall know n shit
if anyone of you actually still care about my existence, no im not dead, you can reach me on my insta and that's about it
its @olivia.allxn
im always active and I look well fit now honestly I had a major glow up.
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yo girl is back
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GUESS WHO GOT A NEW WACOM FOR CHRISTMAS. GUESS WHO GOT GIVEN THE LAPTOP THE FAMILY DOESN'T EVEN USE BUT DIDN'T LET ME HAVE BEFORE. GUESS WHOS COMING BACK FOR GOOD.
lol its me, hi, i don't know if anyone still cares about my existence lololol
lol its me, hi, i don't know if anyone still cares about my existence lololol
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hell yeh its ur one n only fav person whos never on this website but came back to stalk people even tho i'm supposed to be asleep.
heres a meme that I stole off one of my friends whom I miss talking to valks-art
Vampire:
[x] You like blood/the taste of blood. (awks)
[x] You're allergic to garlic or you hate it.
[x] Your skin is rather pale.
[x] You really like bats.
[x] Sunlight is not your friend.
[x] You sleep in the day, and are up at night.
Total: 6
Werewolf:
[ ] You're rather hairy.
[ ] Howling is fun to you.
[ ] You act like a dog/wolf.
[ ] You have gotten fleas before.
[ ] You own one dog or several.
[x] You love it when there's a full moon.
Total: 1
Frankenstein's monster:
[ ] Fire is your enemy/fire scares you.
[x] You moan about things for some reason. (life?)
[x] You have stitches/scars/body piercings.
[x] You're not good at making friends.
[ ] You think that electricity is cool.
[ ] You're incredibly strong.
Total: 3
Mummy:
[x] You like to cover yourself up.
[x] If you could be buried with your pet, you would.
[ ] You like scarab beetles.
[x] If you could, you would curse people.
[ ] You live in a place where sandstorms occur.
[ ] You want your organs to be put in jars when you die. (if anyone actually wants this let me know, I can get you some help, you clearly need some)
Total: 3
Ghost:
[x] People see right through you. Literally or figuratively.
[x] You like to hide in bed sheets.
[x] You find enjoyment in scaring people.
[x] You live in a house that you believe is haunted. (swear theres a fuckin ghost in here)
[x] You have attempted to contact spirits/demons.
[/] You have no problem with seeing people die. (half a true I guess)
Total: 5.5
Zombie:
[x] You fall apart. Literally or figuratively.
[x] You have some raggedy/old clothing.
[ ] You like brains or organs for some reason.
[ ] You think you'd like the taste of human flesh. (fuckin cannibals ammirite)
[x] You like graveyards for whatever reason.
[ ] You're missing a limb or some piece of your body.
Total: 3
Witch:
[ ] You're a Wiccan of some sort. (I wish)
[ ] You have cast a spell before. (I wish x2)
[ ] You own a cauldron/broom.
[x] You actually believe in magic.
[x] You have a pet cat/bird/serpent
[x] You like candles/crystals/nature.
Total: 3
oh god who woulda guessed im a vampire, shocker I know
heres a meme that I stole off one of my friends whom I miss talking to valks-art
Vampire:
[x] You like blood/the taste of blood. (awks)
[x] You're allergic to garlic or you hate it.
[x] Your skin is rather pale.
[x] You really like bats.
[x] Sunlight is not your friend.
[x] You sleep in the day, and are up at night.
Total: 6
Werewolf:
[ ] You're rather hairy.
[ ] Howling is fun to you.
[ ] You act like a dog/wolf.
[ ] You have gotten fleas before.
[ ] You own one dog or several.
[x] You love it when there's a full moon.
Total: 1
Frankenstein's monster:
[ ] Fire is your enemy/fire scares you.
[x] You moan about things for some reason. (life?)
[x] You have stitches/scars/body piercings.
[x] You're not good at making friends.
[ ] You think that electricity is cool.
[ ] You're incredibly strong.
Total: 3
Mummy:
[x] You like to cover yourself up.
[x] If you could be buried with your pet, you would.
[ ] You like scarab beetles.
[x] If you could, you would curse people.
[ ] You live in a place where sandstorms occur.
[ ] You want your organs to be put in jars when you die. (if anyone actually wants this let me know, I can get you some help, you clearly need some)
Total: 3
Ghost:
[x] People see right through you. Literally or figuratively.
[x] You like to hide in bed sheets.
[x] You find enjoyment in scaring people.
[x] You live in a house that you believe is haunted. (swear theres a fuckin ghost in here)
[x] You have attempted to contact spirits/demons.
[/] You have no problem with seeing people die. (half a true I guess)
Total: 5.5
Zombie:
[x] You fall apart. Literally or figuratively.
[x] You have some raggedy/old clothing.
[ ] You like brains or organs for some reason.
[ ] You think you'd like the taste of human flesh. (fuckin cannibals ammirite)
[x] You like graveyards for whatever reason.
[ ] You're missing a limb or some piece of your body.
Total: 3
Witch:
[ ] You're a Wiccan of some sort. (I wish)
[ ] You have cast a spell before. (I wish x2)
[ ] You own a cauldron/broom.
[x] You actually believe in magic.
[x] You have a pet cat/bird/serpent
[x] You like candles/crystals/nature.
Total: 3
oh god who woulda guessed im a vampire, shocker I know
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Hi!!!!!!!
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This will be my last journal... for now
My dad told me he might be getting me a new wacom as that was one of the main problems. I don't enjoy uploading traditional art as good as I may think it looks, for me I liked to work on art that was digital and upload that as it was somewhere to put it as Deviantart is like a giant digital sketchbook.
And of course Wacoms aren't that pricey and I'm now allowed to use the family laptop for drawing so I really really might be coming back on here.
And I have been drawing a lot while I haven't been on here so yes, my art has improved drastically. I'm more skilled in the human part of things so I when I do get a new wacom I will probably be doing a lot more human sort of art than like, OCs n stuff and I hope thats all okay with you guys.
I might upload some art later on in the week, trad of course, but art nonetheless.
Also I'm contemplating on whether I should make a new account or not so yknow, if I do I'll let you know.
Anyways, peace out my friends.
My dad told me he might be getting me a new wacom as that was one of the main problems. I don't enjoy uploading traditional art as good as I may think it looks, for me I liked to work on art that was digital and upload that as it was somewhere to put it as Deviantart is like a giant digital sketchbook.
And of course Wacoms aren't that pricey and I'm now allowed to use the family laptop for drawing so I really really might be coming back on here.
And I have been drawing a lot while I haven't been on here so yes, my art has improved drastically. I'm more skilled in the human part of things so I when I do get a new wacom I will probably be doing a lot more human sort of art than like, OCs n stuff and I hope thats all okay with you guys.
I might upload some art later on in the week, trad of course, but art nonetheless.
Also I'm contemplating on whether I should make a new account or not so yknow, if I do I'll let you know.
Anyways, peace out my friends.
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So you are all aware that my lifes pretty shitty....
My granddad passed away.
I got told about 15 minutes ago and I'm not sure how to react.
Anyways I'll try to have some positive energy, but I could be a bit dull, although I'll try not too.
I loved him so much. I don't even want to know what my mum and my grandma are going through right now because judging by the look on my grandmas face this morning, shes not doing well.
But the worst thing was that it was Christmas.
My granddad was so fun and so happy all of the time and he was always positive even when something annoyed him he'd always try to make a joke out of it. I spent hours and hours gardening with him when I was little and he used to make these little wooden mushrooms for my mum and I always wanted one.
He also used to call me little pet names like Hamster, and dibbles (whatever that meant) and all sorts and I didn't mind because my granddad was just a softy, always had this happiness around him no matter what. I used to spend nearly every Christmas with him and my grandma and I remember when I was little and he helped build up this littlest Pet Shop house. And when he used to tell me all about his computer and he told me that when the little red light flashes on the computer thingy you have to leave it, because it will slow your computer down and I still follow that rule. When he told me all about the cowboys and he used to always mess around when I was drawing, he used to scribble all over the drawings to annoy me and then laugh and squish my cheeks when I got angry and I just loved him so much and I know so many people have gone through this but it hurts so bad knowing that I can't give him one last hug. That I can't joke around with him one last time. That we can't play on Doom, our favourite game one last time. That he's gone and theres nothing I can do about it. That I will never go to my grandmas house and see him chatting or making a cup of coffee or eating all the biscuits he had or going into his garage and messing around with his motorbike. I'll never see him again. And that hurts like hell.
So rest in peace Grandad, because we all loved you so much, we all knew that your were a fighter and you carried on as far as you could. I know that you loved us all very much and that you will always be with us wherever you go. I know that your ok now. Your not in pain and that you'll be happy up in heaven with Poppy you old cat and Lola and Dillon my cats and with my hamster and my pet fish and my great grandma, I know that one day I'll probably see you again too <3
And it feels better to know you had a good life but God didn't treat you fairly, you didn't deserve to have this happen to you but maybe you wanted to go. I know we all didn't but you know we love you so much and I'll never stop loving you or thinking about you each and everyday till my very last breathe. I'll try to look after everyone I promise, as hard as it will be I'll try and be happy for you. I will try my hardest to look after my grandma and my mum and my aunties and all of my family for you. Don't worry we will all be fine. We will miss you so much but as long as your ok then I'm ok. And I know grandma will be brave to. Shes always been a fighter as well and you know she loves you so much <3 Its going to be hard but we will do it <3
I love you so much and I hope you know that because without you, I wouldn't have been the person I am today, without you I probably wouldn't have carried on with my art I probably wouldn't have tried to have positive energy so thank you for always being such an inspiring person.
I hope you have fun up in heaven, and I promise you that we will beat cancer one day.
Love Ollie xxxxxxxxx
My granddad passed away.
I got told about 15 minutes ago and I'm not sure how to react.
Anyways I'll try to have some positive energy, but I could be a bit dull, although I'll try not too.
I loved him so much. I don't even want to know what my mum and my grandma are going through right now because judging by the look on my grandmas face this morning, shes not doing well.
But the worst thing was that it was Christmas.
My granddad was so fun and so happy all of the time and he was always positive even when something annoyed him he'd always try to make a joke out of it. I spent hours and hours gardening with him when I was little and he used to make these little wooden mushrooms for my mum and I always wanted one.
He also used to call me little pet names like Hamster, and dibbles (whatever that meant) and all sorts and I didn't mind because my granddad was just a softy, always had this happiness around him no matter what. I used to spend nearly every Christmas with him and my grandma and I remember when I was little and he helped build up this littlest Pet Shop house. And when he used to tell me all about his computer and he told me that when the little red light flashes on the computer thingy you have to leave it, because it will slow your computer down and I still follow that rule. When he told me all about the cowboys and he used to always mess around when I was drawing, he used to scribble all over the drawings to annoy me and then laugh and squish my cheeks when I got angry and I just loved him so much and I know so many people have gone through this but it hurts so bad knowing that I can't give him one last hug. That I can't joke around with him one last time. That we can't play on Doom, our favourite game one last time. That he's gone and theres nothing I can do about it. That I will never go to my grandmas house and see him chatting or making a cup of coffee or eating all the biscuits he had or going into his garage and messing around with his motorbike. I'll never see him again. And that hurts like hell.
So rest in peace Grandad, because we all loved you so much, we all knew that your were a fighter and you carried on as far as you could. I know that you loved us all very much and that you will always be with us wherever you go. I know that your ok now. Your not in pain and that you'll be happy up in heaven with Poppy you old cat and Lola and Dillon my cats and with my hamster and my pet fish and my great grandma, I know that one day I'll probably see you again too <3
And it feels better to know you had a good life but God didn't treat you fairly, you didn't deserve to have this happen to you but maybe you wanted to go. I know we all didn't but you know we love you so much and I'll never stop loving you or thinking about you each and everyday till my very last breathe. I'll try to look after everyone I promise, as hard as it will be I'll try and be happy for you. I will try my hardest to look after my grandma and my mum and my aunties and all of my family for you. Don't worry we will all be fine. We will miss you so much but as long as your ok then I'm ok. And I know grandma will be brave to. Shes always been a fighter as well and you know she loves you so much <3 Its going to be hard but we will do it <3
I love you so much and I hope you know that because without you, I wouldn't have been the person I am today, without you I probably wouldn't have carried on with my art I probably wouldn't have tried to have positive energy so thank you for always being such an inspiring person.
I hope you have fun up in heaven, and I promise you that we will beat cancer one day.
Love Ollie xxxxxxxxx
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